I really don't like myself right now, it just seems like i hurt everyone around me.
No matter what i try, i just end up more and more alone it seems.
But things seem to have slowed down a bit, Martin's been helping me with that. I know i'm not alone, i just feel like i need something to fill my heart.
I'm tired of falling asleep alone.
I can only hope i don't do something i'll regret.
